still....

the clouds on my mind have yet to bid goodbye

the crimson wave of anger that overcame me hangs over my head

frustration dwells inside my wounded heart

tears threaten to fall, i push them back

silence is my only recluse, for all has been said

words that come out fall on deaf ears anyway

i see her haunting eyes in my dreams

probing, innocent and sad

what do i do? what do i say?

would she care if i shout "i want to stay"?

after all that's been done, after all that's been said

my aching chest screams i love her still..