oh happy daaaaaayyy....

...so here i was, back in the office after 2 days of pure bliss (i was stuck at home while 2 super typhoons did the waltz all over the country. all i did was eat, sleep and watch DVD's... ah.. the good ol' days...) i got here around 3:30pm, after enduring the rain and the lack of transportation (who can blame 'em? there was friggin' FLOOD everywhere!!) my boss asked, no, BEGGED for me ta come here (which, by the way was pretty fuckin' LAME! guilt really sucks.. big time!) got here, then started workin' on some things i left hangin'... i don't think i ever took a ciggie break once...

...guess what? almost 10 hours later, i'm still here!!!

i really LOVE this job. really.

random thoughts of a bored individual..

1. it doesn't matter what you think, people will always think they know better.
2. no matter what good you do in this world, you will never be compensated fully for it.
3. "everything happens for a reason" = BULL.
4. people will use and abuse you.
5. everything is not black and white. there are a LOT of gray areas.
6. people will lie to you to save you from a lotta hurt. problem being, it'll also prevent you from being truly happy.
7. sometimes strangers are easier to talk to than friends.
8. there's always a choice. always.
9. all will eventually be ok.. not because time heals, but because eventually we forget things.
10. there is no such thing as being "too happy".
11. "if it's meant to be, it will happen" = BULL. it's just something people say to comfort themselves, to try to make sense of things they can't understand.
12. sometimes you get sad for no reason at all.
13. people change, for better or for the worse. it's up to you if you wanna give them a second chance.
14. smile always. it's contagious.
15. try to give everybody the benefit of the doubt. things are not always what they seem.
16. communication is key.
17. always try to compromise. you can't and shouldn't have your way always.
18. never assume. it'll screw you up.
19. be friendly.
20. life is too short to worry about trivial things.

the above statements are purely the author's own opinion, and in no way represent the opinions of the general public. feel free ta straighten me out if you feel some entries are wrong in some way.

there's something about the rain.. the gentle pitter-patter of water on your windows.. the dark sky hiding the sun.. the constant whistling of the wind.. everything is chaotic and serene at the same time. trees and plants bow before the constant assault by nature.. you see people scurrying around, trying to fight a force, an occurence beyond their control..

all of this.. all this.. leaves me feeling.. melancholic..

why, you ask? i don't know.. maybe i'm just being melodramatic, like my friends always tell me. maybe it's because whenever rain pours down from the heavens, all i see is the sky, crying.. or maybe i just find symbolism where there is none. who knows, right? and at this point, who cares?